in your youth,
each day was fresh
with no mistakes
and no consequences?
Only dreams waiting to be captured.
And every day was rosy,
full of life
the way a florist shop smells green
and greener.
Then disappointment comes…
but not enough to kill your
Great Expectations!
You won’t be so easily discouraged!
and time passes and another comes…
and you smile and say,
“If at first I don’t succeed,
I’ll try, try again.”
Then life starts to happen.
and one day bleeds into the next
with the blood of murdered hopes and dreams.
Twenty comes and goes
with extra tiny fingers and toes,
and Cheerios in places you never thought you’d see them.
Thirty comes and goes
with extra pounds and rolls,
and your jeans create a nuclear mushroom from your belly.
Now at forty, panic strikes! You realize that
those things youth loftily planned
are out of reach and out of hand.
But then…
Jesus poured out His hopes and dreams
of a long life well-lived
as a drink offering
for a blood thirsty ground.
His dreams in exchange
for the dreams of others.
And you realize that all is not lost,
because you’ve made beds and sack lunches
paving the way for those you love
to accomplish God things.
God whispers in your ear.
“Will you hope in Me now?
now that you have spent yours?
Now that your pride and confidence
in your own goals
have fallen like Babel?
Will you let Me create in you
an expectation anew?
A fresh future full of Me
now that there is less of you?”
Listen carefully: Unless a grain of wheat is buried in the ground, dead to the world, it is never any more than a grain of wheat. But if it is buried, it sprouts and reproduces itself many times over. In the same way, anyone who holds on to life just as it is destroys that life. But if you let it go, reckless in your love, you’ll have it forever, real and eternal. John 12:24-25 Message
It is by his great mercy that we have been born again, because God raised Jesus Christ from the dead. Now we live with great expectation, I Peter 1:3
We all arrive at your doorstep sooner
or later, loaded with guilt,
Our sins too much for us—
but you get rid of them once and for all.
Blessed are the chosen! Blessed the guest
at home in your place!
We expect our fill of good things
in your house, your heavenly manse.
Psalm 65 Message
I shared this with d’Verse Poets
117. Glitter in old lady’s hair
118. Friends who think that I can do anything.
119. For great priceless treasure in my home…
120. A child’s laughter his delight in simply taking another breath.
122. The perfect fast breaker!
123. Seeing God everywhere!
Sharing with Michelle:
there was something in every line here that resonated. related to. you hit it square on.
HOPE ANEW.
yes, that’s where i’m living now, each and every day. with a new understanding and a greater appreciation for His love for me.
makes me want to shout “freedom!” from the rooftops, head flung back, arms raised in victory.
i am His, and He is mine. forever.
it is the sweet spot to be.
thanks for reminding me of that this day, for the clouds of life sometimes cover the perspective.
have a great week!
steph
I’m so glad that you are in a sweet spot. When we are consistent he brings us to a fruitful place, bright a sunny!
Love it. Thanks for sharing…I can totally relate.
Thanks Nicole! And thanks for following me on Twitter!
A great reminder that our identity is not in our circumstances. It comes from Christ alone. Blessings!
My dear Shelly,
I always love to see your words mixed with mine. I love your heart!
This spoke to me in many ways. I always love to read your writing! Thanks for sharing:) Blessings to you!
Thank you Christina. I am humbled that my thoughts can bless another. Expect great things today!
I really needed to hear “now we live with great expectation”. When your journey has been long and arduous, we all are need of a refreshment of our souls with great expectation. Thank you for the spoken words of wisdom.
Dear Joan,
That scripture is my theme for the year, as I know that I have fallen into a Eoyore state of mind. I’m glad it ministered to you as well.
great post…looking for Him in every season…expectantly living in Hope:)
Blessings as we look with expectant hearts:)
Yes, and spring the season of expectation is coming!
yep..sometimes we need to be emptied of too much of ourselves to have capacity for new hopes and dreams…nice..
Yes! My favorite poem…If thou couldst empty self of self as if a shell dishabited…
nice…i like the thought of expectations renewed…and at the end of ourselves, he can do just that…nice message in this….
Thanks Brian…I always feel a little bit like a toddler around you “real” poets…you are always so kind a encouraging..
Beautiful! It really is about dying to our own dreams and visions…and He is so faithfully patient in letting us reach that point.
Thank you for sharing!
Thank you for coming by, Joe!
I sensed a Voskamp feel to this before I reached the end. Jesus hangs onto our hope when we have spent it all. Nice.
“jeans create a nuclear mushroom from your belly.” That is funny!
I don’t know that I have ever received a bigger compliment. I love Ann’s writing. I have always wrote stream of conscious, and thought I was crazy until I read her stuff…Thanks!
Whew…this struck me: “Will you hope in Me now?
now that you have spent yours?”
Oh man. Oh man. Oh man. That is all I can formulate at the moment.
That’s how I felt at the moment…Hope doesn’t disappoint when it’s based on Him.
First…that picture tickles to no end. Cheerios in places you never thought, indeed :). Life is the ever roller-coaster ride, isn’t it? But the great thing? With God, we can lift our hands and squeal in delight. If I can just keep my mind off those dips and dives, that is :).
Love this one, K.
Thanks so much Laura! I value your opinion so much as your writing is very dear to my heart. I’m glad you enjoyed this offering.
As I will turn 50 this year, this is especially poignant for me to read. {pausing to let it soak…} “Will you let Me create in you an expectation anew?” I do want to let him…
So very beautiful to be sure – full of hope and life. And so much promise of expectations with blessings
Thank you Kathleen! I am glad it brought you hope and life. Sometimes when we are at the end of our own hopes life can look very bleak. But my hope is built on nothing less than Jesus’ blood and righteousness.
True and wise !
Thanks! I appreciate your encouragement.
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